I'm searching for this again.  I was chilling out at Stacey's and I think it was before one of her party's.  Clean cut and it looks as if I was working out and down in weight.  Shoot man,  I can be relaxed at times and really confident about myself.  I'm just in a funk with myself and it's all in my head right now.  I always seem to be searching for the right moment to focus on the things I want.  Kind of like when people who are trying to quit smoking.  The comment, "You have to really want to quit and you'll do it."  I'm looking for a moment when I say to myself, "Now I really want it."

I've just completed an MRI on my lower back and I think that this condition might finally be dealt with.  This could be the a real head start in getting my physical condition totally squared away.  This could mean that I could get into work out routine that would stay consistent without being put on an injured reserve list.  Why am I not the person you see in the picture.  I would bet all my money that injury kept me from the gym.  And one day turns into two days and two days turns into three and so on until you reach the 'i'm not working out anymore'.